"I don't know," he gasped, breaths near sobs and his whole body moving, not really in any steady, or rhythmic way, just moving because he couldn't stay still when he felt like this.

He looked up and his pupils were swallowing his irises, eyes unfocused until he managed to look at Dorian, pressing his face into Dorian's hand. "I don't know. I feel like, feel like I'm going to burst out of my body, shed my skin and- I don't know, Dorian."